It's my birthday (Jan 2018), the last one in which I'll be turning 20 something.  I think to myself that I am an adult, this is not new to me, nothing I haven't thought about before but it feels more real this time.  I'm not scared but I'm sad, I cry. I think about everyone wh…

I was coming back after a long walk, the streets are no longer strangers to me but rather friends who don't seem to change over time.  Maybe because it hasn't been that long ago that I moved here, perhaps it's too soon to tell if I know them all that well. I slowed my pace to take some …

Whether the conflict is with ourselves or with others. It takes courage to approach the situation free from expectation to be vulnerable, open, kind and curious. So more often than not when we're involved in conflict whether if it's with ourselves in someway or if it's with somebody el…

It is 6:13 pm and I have lots of reading to do.. but of course, I am procrastinating.  Fortunately I was able to talk on the phone with my boyfriend for 14 minutes today. This is what long distance feels like, it's a bitch slap in the face. Over a month ago I wanted to document my last days in…